Do not give what is holy to the dogs,
nor cast your pearls before swine,
lest they trample them under their feet
and turn and tear you in pieces.
(Matt 7:6)

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Transmission without filter,
attack without target.

An effort to detach from consensus reality-
a ritual of refusal, a fracture in the collective dream.
Welcome to my blog.

I wanna go back to a place i've never been,
a place that never even existed, and just stay there forever.
somewhere far away from every egregore...
give me the abandoned constructions from Stalker: Call of Pripyat,
but with stable fiber internet...
cracked concrete, rusted staircases, and the soft hum
of anomalies outside the window.
Here are some screenshots I took:

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aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

One who can meditate within his fears and
terrors can experience death and attain rebirth.

You must close your eyes in order to see how things really are...

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There is no nirvana.
There is no salvation.
No matter how far you reach,
no matter how much you come to know,
the world remains mundane.
So, is it really a waste of time to do something you enjoy doing
simply because the majority of people say so??
Just because they brand it useless?
No.
YOU alone decide what is a waste of YOUR OWN TIME.

「Toko Fukawa/Genocide Jack」 wallpaper I threw together. ( 3840x2160)

Took the same repeating gif I use on this site,
froze it into one still frame, and slapped her on top.

I've been playing the whole danganronpa series for the first time lately.
Ended up liking it way more than I expected.
Most people don't like 「Ultra Despair Girls」 but it's my favorite so far.

I know boredom just means peace.
(I read that in cromartie high)



I'm not complaining about my peaceful life.

But... "normal" has to DIE DIE DIE.
I want it gone permanently.
erased so thoroughly that no one can even remember what it felt like...
(kill the normalcydevil)
Destroy normalcy.

Peace is fine...
Ordinary is the part I can't stand.

Nothing ever happens (insert chud)
No anomaly.
No rupture.
No fracture.
NOTHING.

And if something finally did happen,
if the sky finally split open tomorrow
chaos would just become the new normal...
paradox.

so the only question left is:
can peace and the extraordinary coexist?
I don't think so.